Do you think I could have been misdiagnosed?

Hi Trent, Wow!!! sound like you've been through a lot as a young child. I cannot say I've ben in your shoes, but I can tell you the best thing you can do for starters. I would go out and get the king james bible. Why the king James, because all the bibles are of truth, but the king james happens to be the oldest bible. My bible teacher on family radio suggest that is the open he uses. Now, the bible will not change your life around( unless God chooses to do so,if he wants to save you). But read the bible daily. Ask God to have mercy on you. Not because you so much need it because of your personality, but because this world is coming to an end very son. As soon as may 21, 2011. Of cause people are laughing. I don't care. As a servant of the Lord, I am to blow the trumpet the bible teaches. Read that holy bible and beg God for his mercy. If it be his will, he will have mercy on you and from doing so your whole life will change. But this is al if God has chosen you for his elect. Maybe he has, Maybe he has not. Yes, you can change on your own if you worked at it,but even then God has given you the strength to do so, because he is so good to the christians and the unsaved. The bible doesn't just shine on the christians. So, you ask God for mercy, because theirs more going on in this world than what one see. This world is going to be destroyed on may 21. Here's some very good organizations you can go to....May God open your eyes to truth.