Hello my name is dez and im only 18?

but i have chronic Endometriosis i have pain all the time i have al ways wanted to adopt and never wanted kids of my own cuz i want older kids like 12 and 13 you know the kids that no one else will give a chance.. n e way should i have a hysterectomy at 1 i have been thinking about it for a while i just wanted sum feed back thanks